DREAM HOPE IN CHENNAI

MY LIFE RUNS LIKE WHAT I HAVE WISHED FOR MAY BE IT IS MY DESTINY OR FAITH WHICH IS DRAGGING ME TO THAT EXTENT WHERE LOVE,HATE,PASSION,CRUELTY HAS ITS OWN WAY.THE WAY I THOUGHT JUST BECAME OPPOSITE.I WAS IN FULL ILLUSION.BUT NOW THINKIN ABOUT ME JUST CRUELTY NOTHIN ELSE.AS WE SAY AND EVERY BODY KNOWS NO ONE TRIES TO GIVE WHAT WE WANT.THAT IS US WHO CREATE OUR OWN WORLD THAT IS US WHO WE REALLY ARE..........

                                                       "One Moment Of Life"
Like a day without sun is just like bird without wing which can neither fly nor share its word with sky, air and clouds. And you had made my life same like a bird without wing. Neither I can Borden my thinking nor I can share my feeling." The day was Thursday and I am the same guy who want lots of love from everyone. The same thing as usual but different I said to her. I just said her don’t contact me nor I contact you, just study hard I study too. If you have loved me then it is sure you would do something for us, but you haven’t ,thank you! I will think that my all share words and my internal feelings which I had shared with you went in vain. And if you are happy with other than alright I have loved you ,I would get happy in your happiness. Like other usual day after telling all these things to her she didn’t said anything. I was thinking I must be talking to some statue. Being broken hearted I said disconnect the phone but she didn’t so with high tempered I disconnected the phone after that turning my cell phone off I changed the T.V channel.

                                                             " The bitter taste of being a man"
Life is the way we live. As we think good or bad life tries to change in that aspect. We try to get so much from other but we get nothing. The thing we get is domination and unknown ness. We try to do good thing but it changes to bad. We try to show how superior we are but in same time we become foolish. We always try to kiss the success of our life and as we fail we start to regret ourselves and we think we are useless. The thing we want is all about us and there lies a great selfishness which is the main cause of frustration and depression.
Every body want to have a great luxury and accommodation in every aspect of their life. But they fail to get all these things as a result they are attacked by frustration and depression which lead them very bad life, as we can say he/she is leading his life in very pathetic condition from where he/she has no way to get out. We have nothing, the thing we have is love, care, devotion, friendliness, honesty, self esteem and good perception. But we are unable to use these inside heart word which every one have and which every heart want to speak out. We have never think about world but we have only our life. The person who is of great thought is found in few. We can count them but those person who are attacked by selfishness is uncountable.                                                                     "Voice of every lover"
I don’t know what to do? I want to leave her but I cant. Why this is happening to me? I want love, a true love without any impurities in the heart and soul. I want to pray to God Please make her to love me truly…..very truly. I shared many thing with her and I don’t want to lose her but I want a very sweet word from that lips from that lovely girl.
                          Let it be, let the world go by the side don’t matter if you lose something but always try to get new and fresh which makes you feel better inside yourself.

                                                                    "Success"

The way u think is not the perfect ness towards the future. But the way we do is the total outcome for the future and what we do depends upon us either it may be good or bad it reflects us only us not other. It is us who can only lead our own life either towards brightness or towards the darkness. As saying is very easy but when we launch in the field to do something it becomes very complicated. As a whole those person who can lead their life according of saying. Those person can only kiss the success of their life.

"The life which has some meaning only possess an identification"



                                                                   "Tuesday"
If she will leave. I think I will be very lonely. I think she wont leave me. But now I think that I can live without her. I am only the person who proposed her and I am only the person who left her. When I left her she seem always sad so I thought to talk and I talked with her but not so closely like we use to. Last Thursday when I was absent she wrote all the exercise which sir taught in the class and when I came next day she gave it to me. But I cant reject it so I took the exercise book. Today, Tuesday I totally left her.







                                                            "The Eternal truth"
Everything comes everything goes no matter if you lose something. You have your own potential to create a new world. Don’t stuck in one thing it troubles you. You wont be able to make your own choice .let this cruel world go by your side. Just look and just spit on it you have to die one day. If you become very emotional, that emotions counts a lot. Really one situation would come to pay back for it. Think you are a shadow of course when night comes you have to vanish. You will and you wont have any existence. You are just a player who plays a lot of drama might be of sadness, love , hatred and so on….but you wont be able to know for whom for what reason you are playing it. And this so called time would engulf you one day.
Every body talk about I but when this I becomes me than surely your heart wont be able to point out the real problem of yours. You have to cry a lot. And this useless cry would surely bring some peace to your heart but after a certain time you will think I cried. If you do something or something happens don’t think about this happened to me or I did this. Just forget who you are, this time has made real existence of yours but again this time will make you existence less. Just think about this.

                              "Brain, heart ,you ,me and our so called society"
The day really, what kind of time and what type of emotion it is and will be. As we plunge into the deepness of shadow and inner spiritual movement where destination and limitation is on the tip of aimless so called brain where heart and brain tries to be together with aimless meditating mind with some kind of illusion and opinion towards the thought. Whatever it is and whatever it will be no matter if brain start to work unnecessarily than soul(heart) within ourselves must wake up to guide to that extent where peace is flowing with same speed which our heart and our soul wants.
The way it is and the way it will be drag ourselves to that enlightenment we and I must go to that extent where spirit gives us some vibe and inner answers which were suppressed just like a root inside the mud.
              We must find answers within ourselves because we are born with so many answers but out society make us so rubbish pot where nobody tries to put water and drink to quench their thirst.
This so called society and its rules and regulations I find it so devastating, useless and a violent brain wash powder. We have to bring or buy another type of good powder with high reaction which ultimately bring revolution.

                                               "The girl who sits beside me"
  I love the way she smile. I love the way she cares about me. I love the way she loves me. The only thing I am scared is all about our relation. Nobody knows about the future but I want to be with her till the end of my life. The girl whom I have ever loved from my heart and soul is her. The only one thing that is there is my heart is living with her on my own wish and desire. I want to give my whole love and care and I want same from her.


                            "When time and when sentence start to work at a same point"
You feel like you are in heaven. You are in total silent. As everyone knows "pin drop silent" oh keep quiet something is giving u some vibe. Peace says peace and love says love hate says hate and I say keep quite. This is the world we live in. This eruption of volcano with molten fire. I can say peace lies in the heart of every individual. Freedom as we say flying in the sky with your wings giving some strength to come out from that stress is just like a dust of soil. "Bless us our mighty whoever\where ever you are"





                                                                 "My spirit my life"

I don’t know whoever you are I just feel cool air flowing in me. From the time I knew your happiness and sadness it attached with mine. Sometime you ask many question and some answers you provide rest I have to search on my own. This life this spirit combines and this two fact sadness and happiness arise. Playing a game sometime we win and sometime we lose. Fact is suppressed and becomes love and hate. This desire has created a great problem lets have a look out in it obviously, wealth!